Internalising things

I cannot help but feel suffocated with anxiety, and despite having people say they are here for me, the truth is no one can actually help you with it because it’s your anxiety.

They may attempt to calm you down but it’s all temporary and no matter how much you do in a day, time fights back against you and you’re still left with a 101 things to clear. Maybe it’s called lack of efficiency but then again, how exactly does one be efficient when thinking requires some time. I hate this fucking time in school. I am really losing my shit.

Okay, breathe. You can do this, alone or not.

I wish I could go on with no worries in the world, but that would require me to either mentally block it out or just not give a shit about life – both of which I can’t do.

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